yet another place to blog. this one feels naked, certainly not like my myspace one with over 100 posts. i'm going to use this one as a completely public journal, meaning hopefully no one i know will read this and i can honestly express myself. so what's on my mind at the moment you ask? men. of course haha
what really bothers me about men is that they don't look for the right person. no soulmate, not even an almost perfect compliment to themselves. i've read in several places that it's whoever they are with when they become ready to settle down is who they marry. bullshit. that's why over half of marriages end in divorce (a reason i'm utterly afraid of the whole idea). and really, don't get me started on marriage.
my boyfriend would like me to be more confident, and that sounds nice, i'd like that too. but i hate narcissism and i believe there is a very, very thin line between confidence and conceitedness. i'm scared i'll cross that line and hate myself/be a hypocrite. grrr! maybe i can fake it until i'm not afraid anymore, and perhaps that will help me get over my fear?
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