I have mono.
I've been really sensitive to everything lately. The tiniest bit of strong emotion on a commercial could bring me to tears. I think it's because I really need a good cry. About my father. It's been about 10 months since I've seen or heard from him. I gave up calling him after the many times he didn't return them. I'm having so many dreams about confronting him. Some where he claims that it was my fault he couldn't get hold of me. But what is really odd is that I'm finally understanding that all my life I never really felt like I had a father. It's always really seemed like some relationship that is known to other people but just not me, like having a brother. Then I get really jealous of people in movies or television shows where there are extremely close father-daughter bonds that I just have no concept of.
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